hi guys.. long time no blog. heheh.. umm, i have sumthin to tell you about a relationship that have been treasured for 3 years.. but sad to say the two broke up just because of having misunderstanding.. i know that all of the people experience this kind of argument but..... i think they lack of supporting each other's ideas thats why they always end up quarreling.. so now, the guy who seemed to be depressed of what had happened ask me if things can go back to normal. i answered him frankly that if the gurl doesnt love him anymore, then better find someone else! its not easy to move on, i know that, because ive been on that situation! i tried to make myself busy for something and i talked to other guys, too just to make me forget that stupid CHICKEN POX GUY! but honestly, it took me for so long.... i always cry at night.. i was texting him everytime im sad... hoping that he could still be mine( as if we were).. i didnt regret that i lost him, as in the GUY itself.. but i regret the person who became my inspiration, my guide, my light, my hope.

THE HECK! why am i saying this stuff, im suppose to tell the story of my friends'.. eheh....

i can give a lot of advices to that particular guy but the thing is....... he doesn't want to listen. i told him the things i did to make me forget my past but he reasoned that he cannot continue doing it.. well, problema na niya yon!! ayaw niyang gumaya sa kin.. so now, he's making himself stupid! the gurl also talked to me and told me that the guy will soon realize that he should not continue loving her if she doesn't want to be with him anymore... actually, i realized that thing after 3 months, eheh!! ...

haay... thats the reason why i dont want to have a bf right now.. 1year of being a single lady is a big deal for me! yah!! and now, i cannot imagine myself with a bf beside me.. euuw...

let's just say that i have a bf today, so what will we do next? look at each other? kiss till the end of the world? im not making "patama" to those people having a relationship ha! its only my opinion.... coz i dont know the feeling of being loved and being in love..

1 year had passed and 1 more year to go before i really fulfill my dreams!!!! my goshness(eheh!)!! lapit na yon....

o sige guys.. gotta go..
~out~

lenny at 8:57 PM | Comments

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